WORST

i tink 2day is the 1st WORST day in 2011...

haiz!!!

damn mani bad things happen...

1st is hx kena BIG angpau b4 CNY...

i take quite a time 2 recover it...

who knows tat 2nd bad things cm so fast...

izzit tat i shouldnt put my heart so fast...

the faster den the more i hurt rite?

not juz once!

everytime is the same!!!

whn i getting serious 2 it...

den the things i care will run away frm me the faster they could...

wat can i do 4 it?

i reali hav no any idea on it...

i m such tired of tis kind of LOVE!!!

i knw i m selfish...

so should i b ALONE till the end?

is tat the most perfect ending?

do u satisfied of tis situation?

i reali speechless of tis kind of life..

it's reali stupid!

sometimes i feel like juz b a stupid mayb is the best choice...

stupid as nobody hav...

wat oso duno...

juz live in my own world...

i m damn selfish..

i oways make ppl sad...

make ppl worry bout me onli...

bt i duno hw 2 care ppl...

so....

dun giv me any gud illusion 2 me!!!

i will get lost in it...

den i might b hurt ppl n me oso...

pls.....

i reali so hurt edi....

dun make b reali phobia of it...

n den no dare touch it anymore k?

Dream

yst night my mood nt reali gud...
mayb can say is bad ba...
i HATE ppl make me angry..
bt duno wat i angry for!!!
bt.......
watever lar...
i had ntg do 2 it oso rite...
yst whole night...
i didnt sleep well...
whole nitez feel like didnt sleep too...
n in the BLUR BLUR situation till i wake up...
erm...
bt duno y...
yst i had a nice n sweet dream...
tat dream hav me, u n WOODY zai zai...
it reali was a reali nice n sweet...
i had promise 2 myself....
my life wont hav u d...
n long time i didnt tink of it d...
bt duno y yst suddenly dream of it...
btw, i m aware tat..
tat onli a DREAM...
it WONT happen in the realistic life...
so i should awake...
bt duno y...
my mood till nw oso haven recover...
hope tat tis mood wont exist too long!!!

2011

haiz...
2day reali is a quite BAD day...
2day whn i woke up...
i received a msg...
tat msg reali make my day bcm WORST...
firstly, i asking u lot question...
den u say i nt trust u rite...
u can tink of my feeling?
v oways didnt told ecah others any things oso...
den i saw mani things tat make me UNBELIEVEABLE...
bt den u tink tat i reali annoying rite...
u oso doesnt luk like wanna answer my ques...
waiting u find me again after 2hrs...
bt den u reali not find me...
den i reply u once again...
after u reply me...
bt den till nw u oso didnt find me anymore...
mayb as wat i tink...
u not care as i tink so much...
mayb juz till friends status onli....
if juz like wat i say n tink...
den i reali hav ntg 2 say...
mayb as i promised as i say last time...
after i knw u r recover....
u will hav a NEW life...
den i will let u go as u wan oso...
juz let u&me gt a totally NEW brand year...
take k my dearest~
it will not easy 2 4get u...
i will keep u in the deepest in my heart..
let it b MEMORIES...
bye~